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[13 Dec 2005|07:13pm] |
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the computer lab is entirely way too noisy!
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[24 Oct 2005|08:32pm] |
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Today at work, where I have plenty of time to think, I had a wake up call pre sey (sp?). See, these past couple of months, I've forgotten why I am in college. I've been lazy, unmotivated, cranky, and in general just caught up in it all so much that I literally forgot what sort of student I was. I forgot that I have less than a year left of school. I forgot how much I really want to go to law school. How much I really want to work for Homeland Security. How much I want to get out of Wisconsin. My school work has been slipping so much since school has started. I've missed too many classes to mention and I think I'm getting C's in at least two of my classes. Yes, C's are bad for me. I've come so far and accomplished too much to let it all slip down the drain. I know that I am the only one who can change. Thank god I realized this now instead of a week before finals. Looks like I will become a nerd again.
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[15 Jul 2005|03:49pm] |
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I look retarded with this huge sock on my foot!
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[15 Feb 2005|01:27pm] |
Have any of you or anyone you know stayed in a hostel before?
What's it like?
Where do you keep your luggage for the week?
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[15 Dec 2004|12:49pm] |
Quite humorous since I do not like Hilary Duff at all!
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[29 Nov 2004|12:02pm] |
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Yesterday I recieved a letter from Brad. He's stationed in Bagdad right now. Needless to say the letter was not a happy letter. He wrote about how discusting it is over there. They can only take showers once a month. The bugs are terrible he says. He counted 52 bites on one arm. And cockroaches crawl over them while they sleep. He also mentioned there are people who live well off like Americans then there are poverty stricken people who live like their are in the 1800's. It doesn't sound too pleasant. But what should I expected, ya know? Two of his really good friends have died too. That's scary to think. I'm just thankful he wasn't one of them.
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[19 Oct 2004|03:32pm] |
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why is it when you think you really trust a person they completely let you down?
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| PGA Championships |
[15 Aug 2004|04:51pm] |
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All I have to say is Tiger Woods has a great body! His arms are beautiful, exspecially when he swings. Perfect and actuate swing as well. My dad and I went to the PGA Championships yesterday. We had to leave at 5:30am so we could see Tiger. Tiger's tee time was 9:10am. So when we got up there we went to the practice green and driving range and I got to see him practice. Wow, can he really hit his driver! Damn...and it looks effortless. After that we followed him for most of his front nine and when he was walking from the 2nd to the 3rd hole I got to be less than five feet away from him! I was like "I love you Tiger!"...no just kidding I wasn't. But he just looks like an average guy...not like a superstar or anything. We also watched Erie Els, Vijay Singh, and Justin Lenord practice and play the first hole.
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[11 Jul 2004|08:02am] |
It's Sunday morning and I'm up before 8am. What's wrong with me? Ah, probably because I went to bed at 11pm. This weekend has been lazy which is nice since I have been so busy lately. I can't wait until my night class is over because it just takes too much energy out of me. Sitting in a classroom for 4hrs after I worked an 8hr shift is quite difficult to consentrate. But I manage and hopefully I get a decent grade in the class. The grades from my afternoon class are going to be posted sometime this week. Crossing my fingers on that. On the midterm paper I got an A but I'm not sure how well I did on the final. I thought the paper was a little worse than the midterm. But I didn't miss a class so that could help me out a bit.
So today since I'm up at the butt crack of dawn I think I'll work on some homework for my Ethnicity, Race, And Religion class. We need to make a log of articles that pertain to the class from the Journal every day. I've only got like five. Not so good. Maybe I'll throw a little laundry in there too. Wow I'm so damn exciting :p
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[10 Jul 2004|10:52am] |
I've come to the realization from reading old live journal entries just how much I miss my friends. I've also realized that my writing style is still horrible too ;)I just don't understand what I was thinking when there would be stupid petty fights. I never realized that high school years were probably the only time I would be really close to my friends and I shouldn't waste it on being angry all the time. Now I don't hang out with anyone from high school. This makes me really sad because I read how two particular friends were with me through everything. I remember I had so much fun with them and I trusted them, and I believe the trusted me. I wish I had that now. Somehow the friendships seemed to be lost or perhaps missplaced? I hope only missplaced because I really do miss these two most wonderful people. I miss them more than any other memories I've aquired from high school. I thought we would be friends forever. I guess I'm still that corney high school kid after all.
Another thing I miss is the increible amounts of fun I had in college with another really great friend. Someone who I also don't talk to much anymore. It's weird how things change so drastically in just a few months. I really miss her because she resembles all the qualities of these high school friends. And because she's just a great person. God I still have that live journal entry about when we were walking home from Pi Sig and went through the construction where you decided to walk on the stairs. Needless to say you didn't last very long on the stairs... :D
I wonder if I'll ever get these sorts of friendships again. I really wish these friendships would come back again. I guess time will tell.
Someone very close to me said, "and like DMX says "If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you it's yours. If it doesn't, it was never meant to be."
---That I found in a very early entry from someone that I'm letting go and wanting it to come back to me. I don't know if that is going to happen either.
ALl these thoughts I'm writing down proably don't make sense to anyone reading this but hopefully for the people whom i wrote about will see what I miss and maybe they have missed that too?
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[05 Jul 2004|09:53pm] |
I cannot believe this weather! I think I somehow magically moved to Seattle Washington over night with out realizing it. What a thought that would be if I could move somewhere without realization? That would be nice. I would let my mind take me away to so many different places. Like a new place would solve all my problems. Oh, I can wish can't I? Ah, maybe someday a new place would do me good. Dream, dream, dreammmm away....
Yeh, so back to where I was starting off about the weather. I just don't understand how incredibly cold it has been over the last month and a half. I thought we were in summer right? Geez, feels like spring time. Maybe this means Wisconsin will have a warmer winter. Hopefully because I read today that poor people cannot afford to pay for their electricty which means they cannot pay for heating. 25,000 people in the Milwaukee area cannot pay their electricty bills! I read that today and I did not know that many Milwaukeens were poor. And this is all because 10 million dollars in federal aid to poor families in the state of Wisconsin has been cut. Nice going government! I know I can count on you to help our people in need!
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[23 Jun 2004|05:30pm] |
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Sitting in the UWM Library...Jon told me to put his name in here...LoL...so here you go.
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[17 Jun 2004|10:29pm] |
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I love the taste of great beer. Probably the best taste I've had in my mouth in a while :p
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| Rain Day |
[17 Jun 2004|11:02am] |
I seem to only write in here if I have a rain day from work. I guess that's the only time I'm not busy. My class ends next week so finally I will be able to work regular days. Not that I mind leaving at noon...I think I'm spoiled because I haven't worked a full week in at least two weeks.
Oh, in other news besides work, my computer was malfuntioning. Well, I finally convinced my mom to get the McAfee virus scan two days ago. Thank god she did because nothing on our computer worked anymore. I had to recover the computer three times because of the malfuntions. Our printer didn't work and our interent didn't work. So we got the virus scan and we had over 1,000 infected files! Damn! no wonder the damn computer was going crazy. So now every thing is back to normal. It's a good thing because my mom was beginning to think it was my fault because before I came home there was no problems with the computer.
Hung out with Adam last night. It was nice to see him. Don't think I've seen him in over two years. We had a lot of catching up to do. Exspecially about Hamilton gossip...LoL! Alot of the people I use to know are really different than I remember them. Some people got crazy! I found out this one kid, Chris Mullen, commited sucide last summer. That was a huge shock. I remember this one time senior year when Stef, Adam, Tec, Mo, Criag, and I hung out at Chris's house. He was a really nice kid. Just so weird. Feel bad for Adam too for a bunch of reasons so maybe we can keep each other company or something since I'll be so bored here.
Got the hotel for the Madonna tickets. Yikes! Talk about expensive. We are spending the weekend there now because I figure this is my vacation of the summer. Not going anywhere else. Took forever to find a "cheap" hotel that was close to the United Center. Now the only problem is to find a place to park my car. The hotel will charge us 40$ for two nights to store our car! I think not! Does anyone have any suggestions on where I can park instead? Never been to chicago over night with out parents....hehe...it's an adventure already.
Well, it's almost 11:30 and I think I'll go take another shower before I need to leave for class. Man, I've taken three showers in the past 24hrs!
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[11 Jun 2004|02:38pm] |
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I officially bought too much today. Got my white skirt that I was dying for! YAY! Then of course I needed a top to go with it. Bought two of those and some underwear. The underwear was free since I had some money left on my Victoria Secrets card. Now I'm looking for some shoes. Couldn't afford to buy some today but hopefully soon I'll find some cute white pumps.
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[11 Jun 2004|08:47am] |
No work today. Thank god my boss called me when I was only 1/4 of the way there. Still had to get up at the butt crack of dawn, so I couldn't get back to sleep. So I decided to clean the bathroom. I have to do chores around the house in order to earn gas money. Not a bad deal if you ask me since gas is ungodly high! But the other day I did spot gas for 1.99 on Fon Du Lac Ave. Granted it was in the Ghetto and I'm not so sure I would have stopped :)
So I stayed in to watch the Movie Awards. Nothing special really. So I could have done something. Lazy ass me. Sorry. The first five minutes was the best part when Lindsay was doing her dance number. Other than that, it was nothing too exciting. The D12 performance was comical!
The bathroom is done and it's not even 9am, what to do?? I have to wait for the floor to dry...then it's off to fake tan. Hey, I know I work outside....why do I need to fake tan? Well because I'm only there half a day and i'm so WHITE! grr... Plus my uncle ownes the salon so its free. Not a bad deal, eh? Maybe I'll go to the mall and buy something from Victoria Secrects. Got to use my gift card from Christmas up. And maybe I can find my white skirt! I'm so into getting a white skirt. But I need to get tan before I can wear it...!
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[07 Jun 2004|09:53pm] |
Man, I haven't written in here for a long ass time! I can't believe summer is already here. I remember it was like yesterday that there was snow on the ground. But any how, I'm so glad that I have three months off from school. Well I guess not really three months since I'm taking two summer courses at UWM. The first one, which I'm in now, is an English class. It's deals with the inpact of rock n' roll on our society from the 50s to the present. It's pretty cool because we just watch movies the whole time. The next class, which I won't be starting in a couple of weeks is a politcal science class. So we'll see how that one goes.
I'm still cutting grass. This is my third summer in a row cutting grass. How time flies when I'm having fun....haha yeh right! I'm glad that for the moment I only work half days since my class starts at one. Other than that, I'm pretty much bored. So if you live in the area come resue me from my boring summer!
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[11 May 2004|04:01pm] |
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I had to buy my first book at college today. $60 for a hard cover that only has 190 pages! Yeh, I was pretty pissed off. But now I'm sort of over it. I mean there is nothing I can do and plus this is the only book I have had to pay for in my three years at college so far. And I know that most kids have to buy their books instead of rent them so I'm not so pissed anymore. It just ridiculous because the only thing that was wrong with the book was there was a "water mark" on the inside page. Yup, that's the only place the "water mark" was and yeh I didn't even open that book. Such crap! But oh well. Three more days until summer.
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[07 May 2004|01:43pm] |
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I saw Gorege W. today and Selena freaking flashed him! I could not believe it!!! He was making his way to La Crosse and drove by Platteville. I sort of wanted to go see his speech tonight in La Crosse but I'm stuck dog sitting! Maybe they will cancel and I'll get to go. I really want someone to ask him what exactly was the American governement's plan after we invaded Iraq. I don't think anyone has given the public a reason. Well a good enough reason that is.
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